Money is the thing that stresses me out more than anything. Biggest trigger of anxiety for me. How I was going to get the rest of the move money and the surgery money and my parent's cruise money all together has been KILLING me. The only expense that is troubling is the surgery money. I've been praying, of course. When things are really bad, I feel as if (and actually visualize) that I'm clinging to God's robes and in His face with desperation while I'm talking with Him. That's the kind of prayer that's been going on. I know He has this figured out. I have just been asking Him to help me know how it will work.
I went home for lunch today. After my sandwich, I was sitting on the couch eating a mini-Mounds bar. All of a sudden, across my brain comes the thought, "You know you have that Metlife annuity account from when you worked at Allen." I froze (not dropping the candy mind you) and prayed, "Is that it God?" But I knew that was it! When I got back to work, I called Metlife. There's about $2,000 in the account. The office said that if I can get about $1500 dollars together, they though Dr. Fox would let me pay out the last of it. With $2,000, I can have this paid off by the end of August! God really does have the whole world in his hands. And hopefully that load will be a lot less on his hands because I'll be thin and healthy.
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